Sunday, August 17, 2008

bad bad day

     i was real pissed today. i know i shouldn't but its been a while since i feel so piss... Thanks to what have been happening today. First and foremost, i was denied the use of the PC because my sister selfishly brought her buddy back again... hence i had to be kicked out of the room. I was tired, hence get a little angry... then came the news that my mp3 charging cable was missing. All denying that they took it. I couldn't search for it since its highly possible to be in my sis's room. Then, guess what... the trigger of my madness came. The news that i maybe transfer back to be under my previous supervisor was broke up to me. Its from a reliable source.

     What i wasn't happy was, if everything was true, then they did not respect my decision or my views. I wasn't informed officially that i was replaced by a person from Array side. So what if she did have more knowledge in Array then me (i doubt it is really true)... So what if i am much more capable in Cell side than her... they couldn't put me where they like just like that. At least XY,who was in the same situation as me before, was informed about the decision before she was transferred. That is why i gone berserk upon hearing the news.

     Yes i found the cable after that. It was misplaced by someone. But to let off the steam, i decide to go for a run. I was having such a HUGE headache that i was forced to reduce my speed and really cool off... But after the run, the tiredness did make me feel less angry. I guess those people who ran pass me will see the Sa Qi on my face. Anyway, now feeling better but will see what they do to me when i go back. Who knows, maybe i will start to look for a new job. Its a matter of time since i already planned to do so next year, earliest.

     On a lighter note, Singapore won her first OLYMPIC medal since 48years ago by Tan Howe Liang, a weight-lifter. To those who still believe its 'CHINA TEAM 2' that won the silver instead, i only can say "f**k off". They are truly Singaporean. Much more Singaporean than those who only bitched about how bad Singapore are or those who want to leave Singapore for good. So if you had this kind of view in mind, don't try to mention in front of me. For those who still don't know me well, i am very patriotic. Thanks.

     Once again, congrats to Team Singapore Women Table Tennis Team: Li Jiawei, Wang Yuegu & Feng Tianwei. Congratulations~!