FOOD sensation

      JB's trip was cancelled due to 2LT Tang proposed visit to Edwin's place... but in the end... he never turned up the whole day... Then we were deciding where to go in the late evening... A suggestion poped up...

      Dinner Buffet... a medium priced place... and the answer to that suggestions? Oriental-styled Buffet @ Furama Hotel, Chinatown... Food was not bad... especially their deserts... nice... and the DURIANS!!! haha.. fattening... but temptations... its been a long time since i last ate durians... doesn't matters if it was best durians.. but it IS durians.. haha... The atmosphere was pretty conducive... had alot of food there... went in with a belly... came out with a BLOATED belly... haha.. oOops... Enjoyment, i must say, apart from the poster of the music sensation, comprising of 3 aunties-wannabe... its a disastrous poster...

      Night activity? ya... KTV again... haha... This time round... TeckHui, Weiliang, LeeChang & Edwin went to PartyWorld @ Chinatown... With TeckHui's wackiness, despite his back pain... we became very active... very high haha... But soon get tired of course... but pretty fun... Apart from LeeChang being forced to sing... Edwin's wide selection of songs... shocked us... haha.. He has a higher pitch of voice over the rest... not bad indeed...

      Went swimming in the morning where i saw a few not so normal young adults in the shower... Never get to see them swim but im sure they did enjoyed themselves... haha... The caretaker keep looking at me... don't know why... haha... After the swim, met up with LeeChang @ Lavender to get some army stuff... hmm... hell will begins tomorrow... oh no... its tonight...

Nouvo Housewarming

Yuyan, JiaHui, Vivian & Me

Gen-Y from THPZ

Weiliang & JiaHui

When 2 Girls Met...

With our Host, Hock Hua

XiaoMei & Me

Xinyi being "forced" to proposed to Vivian

7 of the many photos taken

capture the moment

Xiao Ming duet with Ah Jin

Jin, Ming & JianXin cuddles UP~!!
:: Unreleased ::

Ming & Me

Sean & Me

Don't he looks like a Chipmunk?

5 of the many photos taken

enjoyable moment

      It was an enjoyable day for me... KTV @ PartyWorld, Orchard... in the afternoon... before heading down AngMoKio for House-warming...

      Sean, Dingze, JianXin, Jack, ah-Jin & Xiao Ming made up the number of people attended the KTV session... Kwang Rong last minute not joining us... In the beginning, i was rather disappointed and mood was dampened as all of us were late... It took us around 2h before everyone managed to gather... But thankfully, it wasn't that bad... Its the first time having an outing with Sean, Jin & ming... Had lots of fun... one of the most enjoyable time these days... Sean had a great voice too... This time round, even some rock songs were sang... haha... Too bad couldn't join them for dinner... wanted to stay on... but i had another activity le... i did use ah-jin's hp to snap a few shots... with Sean, Ming & Jin....

      At Hock Hua's place... a beautiful condo... either inside or outside... it gave me a relaxed feeling... Very, very nice indeed... saw alot of ex-collegues there... And took a few photos with our generation's ex-NTUC cashier... It also marks my first time taking a picture with Weiliang, Hock Hua, Vivian and SuHui... Vivian is still as wacky as before... After the house warming.... Weiliang, Xinyi, Liyan, Yuyan & i went to MOS Burger @ AMK to chat... gossip about the past... pretty short... but definitely sweet... oh ya... thanks to weiliang... my pocket did not have a hole... haha... Yuyan forced him to treat... but surprisingly, he was ok with it...

      In short... i spent my day rather happily... and took quite some photos... If i ever get the chance... i will post it here...

movin' on

      Yesterday marked the last day of MSET... and soon the luxury we had in Sembawang will be taken away... replaced by tough trainings... rigorous exercises... Its the 'from heaven to hell' feeling... being brought back to earth...

      It was rather boring without gb last night... but yet, i felt so much more comfortable... relaxed... watching American Idol 4's result show while chatting on PC... Playing Daidee... the game where JianXin keep kana dc... haha... even scolded him... Mood slightly lightens... especially deciding to go KTV today...

      We also uncovered one new talent... Lovynn, a 17 year old singer... her voice was unique especially in the song Zhui Hou Yi Ci... Recommended by Ah jin... Can be found on ChangeTheWorldNow.com...Emotionally great...

      Still got HockHua's house warming to attend tonight.. wonder who will be there...

Your Icecream Flavour is... Choc-Chip Cookie Dough!

You are fancy shmancy! You have all the bells and whistles and you attract the most gluttonous of ice-cream shop patrons. You are fattening and intensely rich. That being said, you are very tasty and have a huge fanbase! good for you!

What is your Icecream Flavour?

darkness

      "You are stubborn... too pampered because you are the youngest child... you treat yourself like a young boy, grow up... you are hazard to others... if you really listen to me, go jump down from the roof of your bunk... you are not a man, not a soldiers... no country will ever keep you to be their soldiers... you are a disgrace to your family, i am sure your brother is 100% better than you... you are not even a boy, you are a girl... why don't you go cut off (that thing)?... i saw lady drivers who did so much better than you, 'coz they got guts..."

      Who could have endured all these criticisim...? No one could had know how much i had endured just for the last few months... i'd thought all these should had been gone... these are now history... but i am wrong... up till now... i still can't get myself out of the darkness... The darkness within me seems to be growing... The rebellious me... which was subdued by my weakness... my emotions...

      When i went for a jog just now... all these thoughts came running through my mind... never for a minute did it rest... i had been thinking during my whole run... i am just tired... mentally... emotionally...

      After so much things happened... i'd decided... i should stop gunbound for good... at least... for the moment... this game had totally worn me out...

no signs

      All seems to be turning out well... but unfortunately... my spirit is still down... still having the foul mood that i had over the days... Feeling rather sad easily... over little things... or fustrated easily over little things... It seems to be back to those days when i had during poly... those 'auntie-visiting' kind of days... but i also discovered that i am back to who i used to be... as in no longer as white as a paper...

      Over at Gunbound, i was a little disappointed, i should say sad... not because of my skills... or hit rate... but largely due to the incident happens today... While playing gb these days... i wasn't feeling good already... then came the incident where i thought that i antagonise MunWhye... but thankfully... he wasn't angry, just that he wasn't in a good mood either... Hence, never reply my message... During those minutes or hours... i had no mood in playing... keep thinking of whether i should quit...

      At 10pm, the time where we normally will appear in gb... i decided to give it a miss... until JiuXiang called my hp and asked why i was not inside... then i told him what happen... and he told me 'nothing one lar'... In the end... i re-joined and even team up with mun at the later stage of games...

      Recently, it is all these little things making me feel tired... moody etc... i don't know... i tried to go for a run to relax myself... it did work... but still nothing much was changed... but i am sure this will continue... just let me be alone... i guess...

i don't know

      Despite the usual laughters i had over the last few days... i felt that there is still something missing within myself... something that i wasn't able to explain... something that making ponder... making me felt lost... i wasn't sure why did it happen... or why i felt this way... The crust of me project a happy soul... carefree personality... of course, when i laugh... i really laugh... But still, somehow... i don't know why... i...

      Over Gunbound, i was challenged by Kelvin & Jiu Hsiang... both are pretty good players... more pro than me, definitely... Mun Whye also played very well... their skills are definitely better than mine... the ranks do reflect the level of skills they possessed... maybe Kelvin's a little rusty... I also played with ChangCai, one on one... he was more managable opponent than the others... managed to get more wins over him...

      Earned small bucks from the recent 4-D... My brother, actually, won some money and gave me a little bit... Not much... but still to me... its quite a lot... especially since i always thought he was a thrify, almost 'giam siap' personnel... haha... hope that this won't be the last time... *blink blink*

i do • i do

      Supposed to go out with LeeChang, KokHong, Terence & Ermei... In the end, due to no interesting activities... i never joined... Even when Ris message me in the morning... i was considering choosing it over Kek's... But they disappointed me... i wonder this was the No. what time... Never even message me to cancel or whatsoever... Utterly disapointed with Ris...

      In the end, a last minute outing was suggested over MSN... JianXin, ChangCai, Jack, Dingze, HanChun & his gf meet me at Marina Square for supposedly movie, pool & bowling... SuperPool & SuperCue's entrance was nowhere to be found even there was a sign outside the building saying 'Business As Usual'... So we never go there... and ended in River AngBao instead... Watching one Magic store performing... It wasn't a bad outing although not much was done...

      We watched local production, a Jack Neo film, I do I do... It was rather hilarious... even if Sharon Au's character was crying... She possess a wacky acting skills... making the movie enjoyable... Other actors was also commendable even though not much was required for them to excel... It brightens our night... definitely... Sorry to Dingze for watching the movie twice, actually... The movie's songs were pretty meaningful... Jack Neo's movie's songs are normally meaningful even none really make it big... only his Homerun's Theme song was nominated for Golden Horse Award... But couldn't find the song title...

      I watched numerous movie in the last few weeks... mostly in pc... haha... but still its movie, isn't it? hmm... here are some of the ratings:

I Do I Do - 8/10
Shall We Dance - 9/10
13 Going On 30 - 9/10
The Phantom Of The Opera - 5/10

All the ratings includes the effects each movie supposed to project... music... and plot...

revival of night activities

      its been 4 days of night exercises after i resume my night training on Sun. I took a rest on TUE... My training package consist of 1x 2.5km(at least), 2x 50 sit-ups... Occassionally, i will includes some push ups, or other exercises... main objective? to lose pounds... It seems to be working a little, can feel that my tummy is getting controlled... haha...

      Why did i rest on TUE? Thanks to a group of guys who make Gunbound(gb) in my life alive once again... haha... its been like months since i last gb... Kind of losing my skills... even though i had never been great... haha.. but practices really did regain my confidence, estimation etc... As what my friend, JianXin, had described lessons learnt from gb.... Practices, Teamwork & Trust...

      Trusting friends will do their parts... showing Teamworks in killing off enemies... and of course, Practices to improve your game... I always enjoys games that requires teamwork especially those multiplayers type that i can play with all my friends... haha... communication and scolding each other make the game much more livelier...

      Food Hunt for dinner... First actual dinner for days... haha... always getting breads etc for the past few days... Today, i finally EAT when LiChang, Jianqiang & Terence asked me to go Chong Pang for some well-known Nasi Lemak... We ended up in a store (yes they won 2nd in Ch8's Food Variety Show in 2002, voted by the public) that didn't amuse us with their food... We came to the conclusion that the store should be famous for Beehoon & not their Nasi... 'cos i like their chicken wings... delicious... haha...

bloggin' history

YR 2002 :: After my god-sis introduce her blog to me... i find it kinda interesting and having the adventurous and free thinking... i post whatever i liked... and there i have it... my very first edition of blog, A SouL In dA sKy...

YR 2003 :: Soon, blogging became part of my life and living in the urban, definitely changed my mind and soul... Becoming more modern... more trendy... as my character was also being mould into another fighter in this tough world... The UrBaN SouL~ was borned...

Late YR 2003~2004 :: When i became totally memerised in the urban world... i felt hollow within myself... feeling that people around me heard and saw who i was... but not whom i really was deep in my heart... There was something in my heart that i wasn't able to share merely by talking to my friends... Hence, i felt there was A Voice Within Me yet to be heard by the world...

Late YR 2004~2005 :: When i felt that the blog is getting dull and the voice within me wasn't enough to show people that they had not heard from it... ThE UnSp0k3N vOicE took over the job and continues trying to speak up... There you have... the blog...

Cocktail

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You're a guardian angel.
You fight and protect the people you love and value.

what kind of angel are you?
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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

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boredom

      Boredom just keep crawling into my heart... Its Valentine's Day, also known as Friendship Day, yet i am at home all alone... Nah... its not because i have no lover and i felt hollow... its just that Friendship Day, i ask a few of my friends out... all seems not to be interested or/and not free... making me disappointed at this year's edition of V-Day...

      In the past, i was always occupied on this day... Working or hanging out with my friends... Never had i felt so bored before on this date... Hmm.. i guess we had came to a stage where V-Day is important to each individual? or should i say, everyone is now busy with their own stuff...

     Sound stupid but its true... and i spend my F-Day/V-Day online playing Pool... haha.. since no one is free to chat... even WeiMing went offline due to disturbance by his brother... As for JianXin, he never even say he was going... hmm... But at least i saw message left by my ex-online GF... haha... So not too bad ba...

      Since i have no lover, i spend all my time on friends... now going to write a few testimonials but friendster.com seems a little laggy... Later will be running again...

health...

      Came back from visiting my grandma... she has been hospitalise for feeling pain over her body... From what i heard, she had cancer for a long time le... i do know about this... just that not in details...

      There... on bed... she looks better... she suffered pain in the morning i think.... when i reached there... she was smiling... she likes crowd... and i believe she is just happy to have people visiting her... at that moment... there was more than 10 people around... i felt relieved at that sight... i kept quiet there, largely due to my poor Teochew & not knowing what to chat with her about... haha.. even though being "sabo" by my aunt to talk... haha..

     I also heard that one of my aunt was ill too... and will be having a check up during the school holidays... she works in a school... She was a nice person.. and when i heard that i felt rather sad... Health is so important... you know what i mean? i'll never know how i will react if i am ill...

      During the Lunar New Year, we visit one of our elders... and he was very sick... he force himself to come out to the living room to see the new addition to our family... he treat my dad's mother very well... even now that she is gone... my mum said that he was just happy for my grandma... that sight of him crying while looking at my cousin and when my cousin took a tissue to him... moved me... its touching... even my cousin's mum, just married to my uncle last year... can't help but had watery eyes...

      Health... Vs Money... which one is more important? somehow i felt both are important... but health can't be bought with money... which is why... i keep making myself exercising regularly... losing pounds make me not so prone to heart attacks, diabettes etc...

The Archer Sagittarius

The symbol for Sagittarius is the archer, whose arrow flies swift and sure to its mark.

'I SEE' is the motto for Sagittarius. You're always on a quest for meaning and wisdom and you're attracted to the higher reaches of knowledge, like religion and philosophy. You're a great traveller, whether of the mind or the world, but you believe to travel hopefully is better than to arrive.

You are a free and independent spirit and don't like to be confined. You're also tolerant and your social circle usually includes people from different cultures and walks of life. In a relationship it's important for you to have your space.

By nature you're optimistic and cheerful. You are very direct and say what you think, although you mean well.

Your frankness can at times seem tactless and insensitive and in your hurry to get where you're going, you may not listen.

You are the seekers of the zodiac.

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biggest fear

      "No, cannot... i scared....", "Hey, i'm afraid of...." and these are two of the many reasons i gave people and myself when i tried to avoid things... the fear of defeat and many other things like phobia of height... had restricted my life... not living to the fullest...

      And when i get the chance to play G-FORCE in the UK FUNFAIR, i decided to defeat my fear of height... Summer, Jannah & Quelyn wanted to play that... i was thinking to myself... should i... final thoughts...? YES, i should... In the end four of the warriors went onto the battle ship... haha... Quelyn is too used to all these le... haha...

      The secured seat make me slightly relax... but soon the system began to move and i'm soon feeling scared... haha... but i forced myself to open my eyes and feel the speed, height and everything else... i succeed... i felt alright when i left the seat after the ride... Jannah's leg go 'weak'... haha... Summer getting scared... so im considered the 2nd Best ba... haha... i do enjoyed this ride... and it was pretty memorable... DIY a few gift for Kelvin, Summer, Jannah, Phyo & Rajesh (but he was not there)... hope they like it...

      Will definitely post some pics here when i get the photos we took... together... Oh ya... we celebrate Summer's Birthday today... Happy Birthday... We also went to the Arcade and conquered two dancing games... haha.. one which i was place in #2000++ (Jannah in #600++), while i managed to get Top 2 finish in the other one.. haha... did pretty well for the last song... haha... Something like DDR & parapara... but wasn't that same... its been a long time since i last dance & pairing up with Jannah.. haha... enjoy the moment...

      Wondering when will be the next time seeing them... But still hope that all of their life were smooth... and most importantly... meet again this year... haha... We had FUN~!

How Love-Smart are you? Young Einstein!

When it comes to love you know your stuff. It's obvious that you understand how the opposite sex think, what they like and how you can make them happy. Hey why don't you rewrite the book of love!

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sun-tanning

      Third Day was spent in the West... Went to Redhill for a swim with Jack, Cang Cai and Dingze... Dingze did not swim with us though... the 3 of us sat/lie at a corner for some Vitamin D... haha... Nice feeling... its been a long time not being tanned...

      We headed down Tiong Bahru for lunch and some shopping. i got myself a belt... billabong's... nice... After that, we went to IKEA to get some stuff for Friendship Day... before heading Queensway for my Polo Tee... i like two.. but the first choice do not have any Medium size... in the end, i had to settle for the 2nd choice... have a tough time deciding... haha... Thank God Dingze was with me at that time...

     Oh ya, here are some pictures i took on Chinese New Year... due to not enough battery... only a few pictures was shot...

Reunion Dinner Steamboat

DIY Mandarin Orange by my mum

My Baby Cousin, Jovan & me

Day 1's Smart-Casual Outfit

Day 2's Casual Image

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precious moments

      Two days of Lunar New Year had came to an end... These year's marks one of my happier New Year... I enjoyed this year mainly due to the inclusion of two kids.... i contributed to this year's celebration with my home-baked cookies...

      Over the weekend... i was thinking of baking some flower cookies since my house still have some main ingredients left after baking the pineapple tarts... But can't seem to find my recipe book... on the eve, i found it... and decide to bake... haha... my dad say i bake a box of cookies using one year... 2004 ~ 2005... haha... It was due to the midnight thingy... haha... In the end, i found out 3 ingredients were missing... Glazing cherries, baking powder & icing sugar... i left out the baking powder, substituting the cherries with red coloring to make a dot... icing sugar was replaced by fine sugar

      Even the final product was not as good as i expected, it is still rather successful... Had been receiving good comments from my cousins... one of them kept eating and gave me 100/100 ratings... haha... Flattering, isn't it?

      i had lots of fun with the kids... maybe due to the fact that most of us had grown up, we no longer play like what we used to be... now that there are one kid each in my dad's & mum's side of relatives... i enjoyed the fun they brought to us... its enjoyable and definitely memorable... their smiles, actions, playfulness simply brightens everyone's day... haha... that will wash away all the bad moments of wilfulness by them... haha.. kids what... i simply love them...

Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence

Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes. You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time. You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it. Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds. You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

ASHTON
A	is for	Alert
S	is for	Swanky
H	is for	Heavenly
T	is for	Talented
O	is for	Old
N	is for	Nutty

What Does Your Name Mean?

a week in hell

      Finally, i rejoined my platoon mates at 3SIG... the place i used to call hell... haha... it wasn't that bad during my one week 'stint'... maybe UIP have not officially start yet... After this New Year, i will be back at Sembawang for MSET...

      There wasn't much exercise during the week... i mean physical exercise... an average of one tedious running/ippt per day... which was rather reasonable... of course, who will not be tired... but still i find it a lot more manageable than i used to think... i can cope with it... at least for the moment...

      Bought Guang Liang's & Tanya's CD over the weekends and some items i needed to get... Their CDs was pretty good... they somehow followed a theme when they recording the songs... Good Buy! i must say...

      Emotionally, i have been think about my future... life after NS... i always wanted to get into University, but could i? what if i couldn't? My results wasn't that good but i just hope to give it a try... i do feel disheartened that what i heard is i am required to attain a GPA of 3 and above.. Although i had not count mine... i felt that i couldn't hit the target... Nevertheless, i will apply and try this year.. just wish me good luck...

You Are 16 Years Old

16 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

What Age Do You Act?