i don't know

      Despite the usual laughters i had over the last few days... i felt that there is still something missing within myself... something that i wasn't able to explain... something that making ponder... making me felt lost... i wasn't sure why did it happen... or why i felt this way... The crust of me project a happy soul... carefree personality... of course, when i laugh... i really laugh... But still, somehow... i don't know why... i...

      Over Gunbound, i was challenged by Kelvin & Jiu Hsiang... both are pretty good players... more pro than me, definitely... Mun Whye also played very well... their skills are definitely better than mine... the ranks do reflect the level of skills they possessed... maybe Kelvin's a little rusty... I also played with ChangCai, one on one... he was more managable opponent than the others... managed to get more wins over him...

      Earned small bucks from the recent 4-D... My brother, actually, won some money and gave me a little bit... Not much... but still to me... its quite a lot... especially since i always thought he was a thrify, almost 'giam siap' personnel... haha... hope that this won't be the last time... *blink blink*