no signs

      All seems to be turning out well... but unfortunately... my spirit is still down... still having the foul mood that i had over the days... Feeling rather sad easily... over little things... or fustrated easily over little things... It seems to be back to those days when i had during poly... those 'auntie-visiting' kind of days... but i also discovered that i am back to who i used to be... as in no longer as white as a paper...

      Over at Gunbound, i was a little disappointed, i should say sad... not because of my skills... or hit rate... but largely due to the incident happens today... While playing gb these days... i wasn't feeling good already... then came the incident where i thought that i antagonise MunWhye... but thankfully... he wasn't angry, just that he wasn't in a good mood either... Hence, never reply my message... During those minutes or hours... i had no mood in playing... keep thinking of whether i should quit...

      At 10pm, the time where we normally will appear in gb... i decided to give it a miss... until JiuXiang called my hp and asked why i was not inside... then i told him what happen... and he told me 'nothing one lar'... In the end... i re-joined and even team up with mun at the later stage of games...

      Recently, it is all these little things making me feel tired... moody etc... i don't know... i tried to go for a run to relax myself... it did work... but still nothing much was changed... but i am sure this will continue... just let me be alone... i guess...