week on outfield

      Though i should say i didn't had a great week, but it wasn't that bad either... had a rather boring outfield EX... went out with buddy during night out... chilling out... BN movie treat on FRI after which went with Terence to apply for his Uni course... It wasn't great as there is some bust up during the week...

      Alright i do admit that after so many things happened... i am getting more short-tempered than before... those who know me for years would be my witness... i trying to control my temper le... though it may not be seen.. but i really am trying my best...

      At the same time, i am also trying to earn back the trust and friendship of a person i treasure... i felt that i may take him for granted at times and indeed hurt & disappoint him on many occassion... hence i will work hard for what i had caused to change... if i am the cause, then i shall repent my mistakes... and earn back the friendship... i don't want pity or whatsoever... i just hope to get what i deserved...

      Siang & Belinda : i know you guys are worrying for your own affairs too... Stay strong, don't worry about me too much... Ber, thanks for asking Siang to check on me daily when i was at EX outfield... Nothing would happen only that i might get a little down for quite awhile... but i am definitely safe & sound under the care of my buddy and node...