life without...

      Army could be tough... but friends simply make things simpler... even if there is much things to do and not much rest... Thanks to Kelv, KokHong, Jx, Mun and terence... my life pretty entertaining when i return camp on TUE... They filled up the emptiness in my life... though not totally covered up, at least i live much happier... then alone...

      Life without TH is simply great... the three days is one of the happiest time i had for months... free without his presence... simply not affected by him... i lived the life i wanted for those days... basketball... fooling around... joking around with the rest of the guys...

      it wasn't easy for me as i had a quarrel at home before booking in on MON... but and i found the emptiness in my heart... the space left by my buddy... it will never be filled up... i suddenly felt that i had no one to turn to... no one to speak to... Thanks Jin... for listening to me... showing concern... i really appreciated... everything just went wrong...

      Though we gave each other some time off the matter... but THURS & FRI simply remind me how things will never be the same... i wanted you to be happy... but i can see that there is nothing you would change for me... that doesn't matter anymore... i shalln't go into details... im sure you aren't interested... just go on with your happy life... its heartening to see you do enjoy your time these days...

      Home became the last place i wanted to be at ... after the bust up on Mon night... maybe one day... you will find me loiter around the void decks... haha... who knows... and who cares...