living ashamed

      Time to update my weekly doings? Had some emotional bust up... but now better le... Thanks to Dz & sorry for making enduring my sh*t... I'm just a weakling... Making him suffer alot... feeling so ashame... hmm...

      My combat shoot proved to be a successful one... as i miss only one shot in the day and hit about 10 pts in the night.... i managed to cover my friend's misses... i'm pleased with it... consider that i had a bad headache then... can't even maintain my balance when i try to stand up... Dz helped me to bandage in the morning... its an emotional booster.. lol... buddy help one leh.. of course lar... but end up, i am forced to change it... as the Velco torn the bandage... but still the thoughts never leave the bandage... haha.. mushy right me?

      My mind now is much clearer... and emotionally strengthened by talks with my buddy... Dz don't worry, i'll learn to control... if really a need... then maybe i will refer myself to professional... at the moment... have you enough le... left with IPPT to clear...