Tuesday, October 02, 2007

The Happy-Go-Lucky One

Sagittarius : The Happy-Go-Lucky One

Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

     Just received the above email. Looks like kinda true... with so many negative points being listed out... its the first time. Suddenly seems like, my character aren't that good as well... recently, detest myself even more le... don't know why... Maybe just tired of my current lifestyle.

     Tomorrow will be the first day after my colleague, Hnin Ko left the company. Kinda sad though i had cover her duties at times... now pairing up with a newcomer... i wonder if i can perform as a leader. With the tension between Tony increasing invisibly, we shall see if i can overcome all the unhappiness and return my focus at work.

     Recently, body is weakened. Feeling rather lethargic, tired & fat... haha... I also don't know why. No more motivation to exercise despite setting two timeline for myself. Have to motivate myself. Sleep almost every day i reach home from night shift. Once on bed, dozed off... first time like that... Maybe i am really tired despite workload was relatively easy last night shift.

     Engaged into Pokemon Emerald recently. Its more fun playing along with a few friends. Oh... managed to finish Nat's gift in a day time. Planning starts from night & start working on it the next day. Impressive, i say to myself. But being a perfectionist myself, i noticed many flaws. But i only have material and time for one try. So... i have to leave it that way then.