Dreamz

     Have you ever thought of what you want to be "when you grow up"? i noe that its kind of absurb to ask this question where we normally ask kids or teenagers (for some teacher, they do ask ok?!)... Hmm... all of the sudden, i can't seem to find an answer. *laugh* Really! But come to think of it, i used to think about this and i want to be this and that. Guess that all are not really possible, but hey, its a good thing to have dreams.

"No harm dreaming, since dreams brought us here"

     A teacher. This was my childhood dream. To be a teacher. A teacher who can attain respect from students. An approachable teacher where students can bond well with. A caring, understanding teacher who can cater the needs for individual. Maybe Art & Craft or Maths or even a Music teacher, since its like my best subjects as a kid *smile*... i was taught by numerous teachers who really care, and of course, those who can't really teach even though they know their subject well. Hence, i want to be one of the teacher, different from those who can't teach and help innocent, cute little kids. But with the demanding standard of english needed, eventually lose the interest. *sigh*

     A designer. An animation designer. A fashion designer. A logo designer.. i just want to be one due to my interest in colors and designs. i love the cartoons and animations. Hope to create one but due to my results, i was not able to enrolled in Digital Media Design (NYP). i landed in a totally boring topic to me, Electronic, Computers and Communication Eng. Still i do sketches and design when i'm free *grin*

     A singer. Music has, always, been my passion. i just love music. i join music club in Primary School and choir in Secondary School. But as i am not an independant as the other teens, i joined CCAs, ECA then, when my friends want to join. But even though i may not shine in Music classes or Choir, i know my passion for it. i sing whenever i can, no... not to the crowd, i somehow have crowd-fright(if there is one) when doing solo. i will try to perform to my very best, during Choir practices, concerts etc. I love to express myself through the songs i sing *smile*

     An acting artiste. As i believe that life is a living stage, we have to act in our daily life. Reason? We will not appear weak. We all act in our life to hang on to the society. But when we turn on the TV, we see our story on TV. The TV dramas normally reflect all the stuff you have been through, be it good or bad. Being an artiste, he act to show our emotions (even though sometimes he need not act, and it just come out naturally)for the respective characters.

     But soon i drop the ideas of singing and acting too... It was due to lack of image, myself. *sad* But i guess, i still can do it as my past-time... Right? *smile*