Monday, July 07, 2003

Stress

     Saturday, i went to karaoke with a group of my friends. i'm pretty glad that they kind of like my voice. I know that i did not sing very well, so i would not be complacent. Just feeling happy, as a few people say my voice sound nice *smile* i sang a few song but i can't really sing well due to the heaty food i eat these few days. Hence, there was a few part which i actually can't sing to the pitch *frown* but overall, it was fun....

     But actually, the feeling this time round is slightly a bit tense... And i confirmed my intuition was right yesterday when ML calls me... Firstly, i sensed the theme of the songs chosen was 'sad love songs'... Then i can sense when they were singing, they looking at me as i was sitting near the TV set, my back faced them... I know you might think that they were looking at the TV instead of me, that's what i told myself. But ML has confirmed it. They were looking at me... *sigh* I made the right choice not to turn back but the wrong choice to sit so front... Sherona also saw the happenings...

     The most stressful moments were when i was singing Jay's "Hei Se You Mo". The whole room was absolutely quiet. i can only hear the voice of myself... Can you imagine? They were like listening attentively at their idol singing. I was like *sigh*... So stressful... The only break of silence came when one part end and i was like taking a deep breath... and lay my head against the seat. They start to say "You need to follow the music and hit the seat?". After that silence again, till one part when one of my friends say, "Wow! He can sing this part. His voice is really nice hor?". She was the one keep saying my voice was nice, as this is the first time 4 of the 6 ppl (excluding me) hear me sing through the mike *smile*. Stress....