plan changed

      Initial plans of clearing my shelved project was made with some changes... Supposed to go for the JingHan's farewell dinner... thankfully it was postponed due to many people unable to make it last minute... at first thought i need to miss it for salvaging a friendship that is hanging on the cliff... me ended up went for the JB outing...

      Unlike the past... this time round... i went as i was invited or should say offer an ultimatum... Initially, i reject the invitation with many points to take into considerations... like afraid that i will spoilt the trip etc... but after having a small chat... consider small ba... but its meaningful... chat last night... i decided to go for it... with support from Dz... though he was not able to make it... Giving him... giving myself one more chance...

      Objective was met... with me and TH opening up more... enjoying more times together... but still the trip did not really goes well... we went shopping for games... movies etc... most of the time separated into groups... as me & Jx still not really talking... though i tried to create converstaion... guess he is too tired due to lack of sleep... he slept around 4am... should have rest earlier since going to JB... haha... so yes... it keep going on and on... i saw the way he talk to me simply hurt me... as i could see he was happily chatting with the rest...

      this was one of the reason i ponder about going JB... but TH assure me... to settle our problem first... something i know Jx will be happy about... hence i went... and thanks to TH... he was there supporting me all the way... Its been like that till evening... we even went separated twice... haiz... i mean... me & TH with the rest... Not sure why... but it happens... hence we end up plan to meet back KTV at 5.45pm...

      It was till late KTV, Jx came back to life... something i am relieved... at one point of time... he 'went missing' and worrys me... luckily he was just doing his business in the loo... then TH's turn... couldn't find him anywhere... but he return back soon after... It was till then, Jx talk to me slightly better... and we sang together a couple of songs... and with the rest too... Kek for the first time after persuading... willing to sing at his own will... Jx too... The song we (me & Jx) first sing together is... haha... "Wo Zhen De Shou Shang Le"... what a song... At first chose Dao Dai, but he went to get food... and subsequently wanted to eat his dessert... not till this song... he sang with me... finally...

      Hence i could say the trip starts with lots of unhappiness... for me lar... but thankfully... ends with a lighter note... hopes that its not an one-off situations... i really been praying to have an improved situations... with the two of them... i'd tried hard... hope they feel it... oh ya... the Custom lady from Singapore say i looks more handsome as i slimmed down... haha... flattering comments... im in cloud nine again... Guess can sleep better tonight... eh... why Mr Wu is still not online... guess he went sleep again...?