Monday, May 31, 2004

flash~back

     Even if i did mention before that i have lost the passion to work... But somehow... i still miss this place... miss the people here... from here, i grew up alot... lots of good and bad memories... i was moulded into another person... i mean should say... mould to a more down to earth person?

     Working had changes me alot... Since G2000 days... THPZ seems to be my second most successful work place... I could feel my importance there... and i am glad to receive praises in the place i worked for... Its always nice that people identify your hardwork... even if i never asked for it... it just increase my confidence...

     Today was not a bad day for me... somehow... feel more relieved as in relaxed, after talks with Hang Ming... Now at work, its more smooth le... Managed to get back my balance rate? Yup... and i can slightly talk to the person i never talk for months le.. so i guess ok le ba... i mean.. i don't know about him... i had never really hate him ba... just don't feel like talking to him... afraid of getting hurt again... once burnt twice shy... anyway... i think its over le... since i am quiting le... don't really think will get hurt...

     Hmm... never get message from Hang Ming or Wei Ping.. maybe they not thinking of running tomorrow? anyway... i will still go there and run ba... Looking forward to the night's dinner... that is likely to be held... a group of us whom we had never meet for months.... and our chinese mentor Mdm Ong...