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     Its yet another day... Wasted whole morning deciding whether going to Sentosa... I never went for jogging today, due to no mood :x... Anyway, i decided not to go... i guess as i mentioned before... they should be happier without me...

     I don't really understand myself ba... i feel like a child... i mean most of the times... i just feel like very childish... can be jealous, can be unhappy... can throw tandrum... over things that might be view by others as very little or even act of a girl... But that's me... The girl in Man's World... Or even someone used to say... The Girl in Women's World...

     i just want to find back the real me? haha... wish me luck ba...