a moment like this

     for a moment like this... some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.... some people search forever for that one special... erm... Oh I can't believe it's happeneing to me... Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this ...

     An emotional moment for me... everything had came to an end... the anxiety... the pressure... the hated feeling... but is it the end or just a new beginning? an end of my poly life.... its the beginning of another part of my life... although these are gone... i still feel sad... emotional...

     Why am i feeling all this? unknown to myself... my future seems so foggy... not to say dark... but unclear... Yes, Army here i come... but before all that suffering... i do not know what to expect... there are numerous events i hope to happen or going to happen... but will it happen? i really hope to catch up with my friends... but i guess its soon coming to an end too... all the hopes will soon be dashed... back to realistic world...

     i no longer can be who i wanna be... i guess... hmm... just hope that like i once said... i can be a better person... this weeks are packed with 2 Chalets... so... i think i will be tired during the weekend when i resume my work... but i hope i have a fulfilling week.... at the very least....