not so easy

     Its the end of storm...? i doubt so... although i should be mentally prepared... i still suffer a disappointment blow... its always my hope to get into NTU. Guess that my results really s**ks ba...

     Feeling tired now... mentally... physically.... i ran in WED morning for don't know how many rounds... legs are weak.. still i went on for afternoon meet-up... Went to watch movie, "The Day After Tomorrow". Not a bad one... even though there are some part with queries unanswered... Then went on to Chinablack... Was really tired... and somehow no mood to dance... hence left around 1am... when the rest were still dancing ...

     Trip to sentosa... do i really want to go? Why am i going for? Questions after questions i asked myself... will i ever be happy even if i went there? I really don't know... maybe i get the answer tomorrow? without me... i guess they will be much happier...

     I had been suffering emotionally since i don't seems to get what i always wanted from friends... but i guess.. i just accept reality and moves on in life....