off tracked...

     Comm Skills over.... not doing well... EG3236 over... sure die.... up next EG3235.... but how prepared am i? Not prepared at all... i tried hard to get the facts into me... but unfortunately, it doesn't work out the way i want it to be. I tend to forget all the facts that i memorized. Like EG3236... i totally can't remember alot of specs.

     The mood of examination have not set in, even though i do feel stressed up before the exams. I somehow or rather are still in the holidays mood. Having fun, joking around etc... its kind of unusual for me to feel this way and i believed that this is the first semester i feel this way. And results? i fair badly... No one's to be blamed, except for myself. i am overly-confident that i can do it or survived in Photonics World... but unfortunately, i may not be good enough to shine or survive. Theory all over the place... Understanding itself is useless if i cant remember the main points. i can explain paragraphs after paragraphs... but still, i need the main headlines.... *sigh*

     Like now, i had only slept for 2hours maximum for the past 48hrs. Why am i here? too lazy to study... hence chilling myself out here. But when will i concentrate... hmm... i guess i should stop here and go and read some books?