Sunday, September 04, 2005

a note from my heart

      Never had i send such a large number of songs within one day to another person... haha... but hopefully the songs i sent are nice to you... to me.. it is.. and i choose it with sincerity...

      Thanks to Ber & Jx over the weekend... chat with me.. oh ya.. Jin as well for all the Project Superstar Songs... i'm feeling better now... i just need time to gain back the confidence i lost... but watching Project SuperStar is spur on for me... Weilian's songs had always managed to touch my heart and i did again drop tears for him... Wonderful~! That's what i like about singing... able to reach out to the mass... with your heart...

      my strength, i guess, lies in my singing... maybe i am not a good singer or often more irritating than melodious... i somehow feel comfortable in singing... and forget much woes when im singing... as i always wanted to 'wow' people with my voice.. but no courage to do so... hence KTV is the place i had been... i don't want to be a burden to people... don't want them to worry for me... so i'll try to motivate myself... cheer myself... learn to be less petty... less demanding... but i do hope that you guys can stand by me...

      at times, i may really be irritating... and may even step on your tails... but i mean no harm... honestly... i would hurt myself more than anyone else... especially my love ones... my friends... i am trying my best to learn but its not going to be easy and i really need you guys motivating me... if i did anything bad or behaving not right... hope you guys understand... and provide a gentle reminder... i may not express that i appreciate it... but honestly i do... i just a person that don't really know how to express myself well...

      i want to apologise if i did cause any unhappiness to you guys... but i hope that i will never lost you guys... and last but not least... a big... Thank you....